You DO need to take some of this like a man and both work and develop from it. I know in my own experience you WERE great to start, however in the last 12 months things went really bad and i like others gave up on you. Whilst am sure you have your reasons albeit personal or professional amd sure you of all people can understand these cars are like our babies at times and when we feel we're getting fobbed off with excuse after excuseand being ignored whilst the clock is ticking to get the jobs done and we can't, frustration and anger kicks in! That really is it in a nutshell fella. I do hope you can turn this round and get back to the way things were, reading between the lines, don't take too much on.............. cheers smithy